The Dungeon

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The dungeon is the dark place in the soul where the pain of the past cowers. Sound scary? Let me share with you a secret about the dungeon.

Within the body of Christ and in the power of the Holy Spirit you choose to visit the dungeon for healing. Dungeon visits unravel the bondage of the past which controls your life and hinders God’s will for you and your relationships.

As you think about the dungeon, the voice that screams loudest declares emphatically, “The dungeon is much too evil and fierce. There you cannot stand. You will be overwhelmed. And nothing at all will be gained.” Interestingly, the source of the declaration is revealed in the fact that exactly the opposite is true.

That dark place seems like a foreign land to you, a place you’d like to forget. But because it resides within you and affects your life, it is one that you must subdue spiritually. God has already given the land to you because at salvation Christ claimed all of your soul as His own and you are in Him. He is waiting for you to decide to go in and take it by faith.

When you first visit, if you ever dare, the darkness and fear can be intimidating. But you must remember you are entering in the prayers of the saints and in the Spirit’s unyielding power. You, the apparent victim, stand 6 inches tall while the demons facing you tower up to 12 feet tall with chests spanning 5 feet. Not a hospitable place.

Ignoring the hallow voice of doom, you choose to walk in Joshua’s footsteps and follow God’s leading. You bravely step inside. Closing your eyes, you reach for courage. You allow the monologue of your repressed reality to bubble to the surface…you face the suppressed memories…tears flow…emotions collide within you…pain threatens to tear your soul…but you persist and declare your truth…and more truth…and even more…and these truths, once spoken, begin slowly to triumph over the lies, His light over your darkness.

Every time you revisit, truth forces another ray of light through the dungeon walls.
Every time you revisit, the demons shrink in height.
Every time you revisit, you grow in height.

Visit by visit as the demons shrink you grow in stature, eventually to tower over them. Sure, they still operate, but on a smaller scale than before. Their orders, once daunting F-15 fighter jets, fly now as paper airplanes carrying no real power anymore. After many dungeon visits, memories clarify, tears dry up, emotions settle, and pain dissipates. Your soul then operates in a transformed and healed state distinctly different than it did before. The lies within have shrunk in exposure to the truth as has the darkness in exposure to the light. Thus, there is more light in your soul to walk in naturally.

Once you invite Christ’s light into the dungeon, that secret place is no longer a secret, and in time, not so scary anymore. Unpleasant, but not scary. To boot, the dungeon’s hold on you is released, the habits it perpetuated fall behind you and your eyes see clearly where they once were blind. In other words, your past no longer automatically controls your present.

In the dungeon now you are no longer a victim, but a growing victor in Christ. As a growing victor, you learn that the process of releasing the false self and walking in the true self is not impossible as you once thought, but a natural and believable reality. You can partner with God in the healing of your soul by taking back what is rightfully yours. By God’s persevering Spirit, His illuminating Word and His supportive body you can and will succeed.

Now that you know the secret about the dungeon, you have one question to ponder.

Will you surrender your dungeon to the light of Christ and allow Him to make you His victor there?

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Deuteronomy 3:28
But commission Joshua, and encourage and strengthen him, for he will lead this people across and will cause them to inherit the land that you will see.”

Deuteronomy 31:3
The Lord your God himself will cross over ahead of you. He will destroy these nations before you, and you will take possession of their land. Joshua also will cross over ahead of you, as the Lord said.

Joshua 2:24
They said to Joshua, “The Lord has surely given the whole land into our hands; all the people are melting in fear because of us.”

Joshua 11:23
So Joshua took the entire land, just as the Lord had directed Moses, and he gave it as an inheritance to Israel according to their tribal divisions. Then the land had rest from war.

Isaiah 43:1
But now, this is what the Lord says—  he who created you, Jacob,  he who formed you, Israel: “Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;  I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

2 Samuel 22:29
You, LORD, are my lamp; the LORD turns my darkness into light.

Revelation 18:2
And he shouted with a mighty voice, She is fallen! Mighty Babylon is fallen! She has become a resort and dwelling place for demons, a dungeon haunted by every loathsome spirit, an abode for every filthy and detestable bird.

Job 12:22
He reveals the deep things of darkness and brings utter darkness into the light

Psalm 107:14
He brought them out of darkness, the utter darkness, and broke away their chains.

Psalm 112:4
Even in darkness light dawns for the upright, for those who are gracious and compassionate and righteous

Isaiah 9:2
The people walking in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of deep darkness a light has dawned.

Luke 11:34
Your eye is the lamp of your body. When your eyes are healthy, your whole body also is full of light. But when they are unhealthy, your body also is full of darkness.

John 1:5
The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.

John 12:46
I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness.

1 Peter 4:1-2
Therefore, since Christ has suffered in the flesh, arm yourselves also with the same purpose, because he who has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin, so as to live the rest of the time in the flesh no longer for the lusts of men, but for the will of God.


About ashleydwille

Author Ashley D. Wille was always searching for spiritual answers. “True and lasting satisfaction always proved just out of reach. Now, in midlife, I have come to find my soul satiated in God. Through sweet surprises, difficult climbs, and excruciating valleys, the Master’s hand has shaped me. All along the way, God has taught me many things. What He has taught me most is that many of my beliefs about Him were wrong.” Her book, My Journey Through the Cross, is a personal insight shared by an amazing woman. Through her profound experiences and inner struggles, Wille shows how she was able to break through false layers of thinking and move into a deeper relationship with God. Her beautiful journey is just waiting to be shared. If you are ready to live your life free of guilt and shame, you too can learn how to walk in spiritual freedom.
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3 Responses to The Dungeon

  1. Jean McIntyre says:

    I love this one Ashley, I’m going to print it for Patrick. Hope to see you soon!

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